Everyone has their own story.. this is mine;
It all started out as seeing another cute boy a new school year. But this was Freshman year. Coming to the school and seeing this really loud and out-going boy. Mexican, tall, handsome, out-going, LOUD. I thought to myself “CUTE” <3 And so, as the year starts to begin, friends are made and couples are created. And it wasn’t mine.. It was my best friends, Yaya. We were “TWINS”, and Carlos had eyes on both of us. So he had to choose one. I had a bestfriend, COREY. And we’ve been friends ever since 7th grade, Carlos thought we were together so he backed off. And to me, Carlos didn’t even know that I EXISTED. So, I stepped off the PLATE and let Yaya take him. So from September 13th, 2010 they got together.. Sad day for me.
One Trimester is gone. And it’s the second trimester. DRAMA HITS at this point. And things go bad with him and her. She cheated, he breaks up with her - January 21st, 2011. He got his classes moved to my 1st PERIOD. And there… we met. I SAW HIM♥. We would mess around with each other and he finally noticed me. And i started to fall, all over again.
Second Trimester goes by and me and Carlos are getting close. Then, disaster happens. I was in Social Studies with Carlos and Yaya. US THREE had one class together.. our last class. And there was a lock down.. And that class, Carlos didn’t look at me, didn’t talk to me, didn’t even say HI.. I was sad. And when that lock down happened, we all gathered to one place. And when i looked over my left shoulder.. I was heartbroken.. He was sitting next to her, holding her hand with his arm around her.. I almost cried. I turned away and sat by myself, waiting for that man that was in the building to just come in and shoot me already. I was HURT BAD.. And so, I STOPPED. Again..
School was over.. We never spoke to each other. Until one day i just texted him because he was WHO I WAS THINKING OF at that moment and i remember asking him,“Do you have a girl?” And he said,”YES.” And I was just like, FUCK! What the hell am i doing? I just need to BACK OFF. So i said bye and we never spoke, AGAINNN. …Not until.. May 29th, 2011. Carlos turned 15. (Ahaha, YOUNG FOO.) I remembered his birthday! And I texted him, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARLOS! And then, we started talking AGAIN.. And we fell for each other, AGAIN. He had no ladie, I had no man..
September 10th, 2011 - A Football game on Saturday.. I invited him to go with me. And he went. We went together.. And that was the first time we hung out and the first time, we held hands.♥. 11 days later.. (September 21st, 2011) he was at SOCCER PRACTICE. And i went with him, to go watch. And he asked me, “Will you be my beautiful lady?” And I didn’t know what to say, because i just got out of a relationship! And he said he couldn’t wait because he had asked me before and I said he would have to wait, so I said “YES.”
Finally, we were together. But then, Yaya, was furious, MAD, upset, sad. WHATEVER THOUGH. October 13th, 2011 - Broke up! He was still in love with Yaya, and i couldn’t stand being in the way and stuff. So we left… SO MUCH OR THAT!
Homecoming Night - October 15th, 2011. Carlos asked me,”Can we talk? Meet me at the Homecoming Dance. Please.” Of course. I went… Everything was fixed and said and done and forgiven. BACK TOGETHER!
It is now, 6 months HAVE/ARE passing. Yaya is our constant trouble. Always saying stuff, always trying to break us up, always making trouble for us. But we’re holding strong.
Yesterday was Valentines, and we agreed. Valentines may be the time where guys can use it as excuses, but we said, it’s a time of the year where, me and Carlos can come back and think about our journey together. Show each other how much we care and how much we’ve comee. (:
This picture was taken on Valentines. Cut our heads off. (:
Ahaha,
We’re still holding strong today and possibly in the future. We’re changing some things, and becoming closer friends and couples. Becoming understanding and more comfortable.
Til this day, we face struggles in school and outside school. But we’re always there for each other and I like that. He’s coming around for me, and he’s maturing.. Slowly, but improving. And I like it.
THIS IS MY STORY ♥